☁️ the sky is always pretty.

“You can never have too much sky. You can fall asleep and wake up drunk on sky, and sky can keep you safe when you are sad.”

I came across this quote on the internet while I was scrolling on my Twitter timeline. When I first read it, it didn't appeal much to me as I never look at the sky whenever I need comfort or to lift me up. Then, that day happened.

It was June 2019, the year where we took our SPM examination. Everything was so hectic back then. I was sitting for an Additional Mathematics exam on that day and I strongly dislike that subject (don't lie to me, who didn't?). I remember sitting at the bus stop at 6.30 a.m., waiting for the school bus to come while trying to do some last minute revision before taking the exam. I had my eyes glued to my book to the point my neck became stiff. When I finally took my eyes off the papers and about to do this little stretch to loose up my neck muscle, I saw the sky that was above me.

Up until to this day, I still remember how beautiful the sky was and how relaxing it can be to someone. The sky on that morning gave me the comfort that I never realized I needed. It happened just for a few minutes but it affect me for a lifetime. But on that moment, one thing came to mind.

'Why was I that frustrated, anxious and sad when there are a lot more beautiful things in life that I can look forward to?'

For some, it might be just another morning with orange and yellowish skies. But now, they bring different meanings to me. I'll be forever grateful for that day and I still strongly dislikes AddMath.

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