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Why am I here ? Hard to memorize but fun to learn

I still remember the first time being here in this college. The feeling that sometimes hit me hard, makes me confuse of what I'm doing like there are a thousand letters I have to read in a really short time ; the time taken to decide a thing. The thing that looks easier in front but scarier in behind. 

I was scared of myself, I lost my confidence, I'm so afraid if I did the wrong decision. That was me when i came here and at the same time waiting to be Johorian ! But I'm so excited to get through the life here and experience something brand new. 

At that time, I have a tough time to decide what is the best for myself. I still memorize the reason why I'm being here, why I'm choosing this Matriculation College as the way to achieve my dreams. 

For real, learning Biology is full of interesting but it still makes me feel like "Oh please, I don't want to continue my studies in Biology way. It is a bit though for me to remember all the facts infact the scientific names." 

I want to change my mind, so i decided to leave my practicum and friends as i need to change my modul and guess what, of course I'm choosing Modul 2 at that time because of no Biology subject. 

Well, as I didn't expect to happen and it is happened for real. All the beliefs was just leave as the words when I really meets my lecturers. 

I truly can say that, I'm not changing my mind because of my mathematics lecturer. Even though he is quite fierce and offending sometimes, I still enjoy learn in every single day as his commitment. 

I'm so grateful that I have such experienced lecturers that really makes me feel motivated day by day and at last, I still takes Biology as one of my subjects here and I'm glad to say that she is beautiful just the way she are. Well included all my lecturers also. I really adore her and others so much. Such a pleasant beginning to be here as KMJrians and Johorians !  And as you can see that Arman is missing in the photo 😂

My story part,
Liyana

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