2021 , season 2 of 2020

2019 vs 2021

It has been 2 years since I left 2019, the year full of stress, memories also the year before the disaster start (coronavirus obviously ). Compare to 2021, it just a season 2 of 2020. In 2019, I left my old friends from high school. There's a lot of changes in myself happened since that. Compare with the last 2 years, I can't believe I can overcome the problems that have been haunted me, and now I capable of handling my problems. Both years still have the same situation which I'm still busy studying but as a college student. Unlike when I'm in high school, I'm now very into science subjects compared to highschool days. Other than that, I've learned how to drive a car in the last month of 2019 and got my driving license with a second try. Since I've got my driving license, I'm very confident of driving my mom's car and I thought I'll be able to go everywhere I want in my mom's car. However, my confidence level went down because I was hit a lamp post in front of my house with my mom's favorite car and now, I'm still traumatized whenever I start driving. Lastly, in 2019, I've diagnosed for having atopic dermatitis ( eczema ). Compare to 2019, when my eczema starts flaring, I was aware and know how to handle this kind of situation without a doctor's medication. Till now, I'm still struggling with this disease and wish for recovery soon.

Wrote from bottom of my heart ,

- Qistina

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