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Myself in 2019 & 2020

            The leap from myself in 2019 to 2020 is the large one. I can tell from myself that I having a lot of difference in just one year. Me in 2020 is more independent, a person that study well and having a lot of fun learn new things than me in 2019. Firstly, in 2020, ive became more independent rather than in 2019 because in 2020 I used to live in the college to further my studies and I became all alone, stay far away from my families so what I do is on my own, I need to wash my clothes by myself, need to go to cafe eating if I hunger and many more. In contrast me in 2019 is in high school which I lived with my parents at home and my mom do everything to me from wash my clothes, serve me food everytime even I am not that hungry, I was treated like a princess literally. Secondly, I can said that the differ of myself from 2019 to 2020 is my learning environment. 2020 is the first year of me entering college and I will say, i love study in college because it seem all of my lectures is very nice person and that make me happy and excited to learn and study hard. Here I can study better with all my friends without underestimate others who not really clever while in my high school in 2019, I am having a lot of pressure and I stress a lot because of how my teacher keep on pushing me and always punish me in term to make sure I do well in my SPM but it turns out make me lost of interest to study well and I always making excuses to not attend to school. My friends also do compared and humiliating me since I not clever like them. Third, in 2020, Ive learn new experiences and having fun of it, staying at college really make me realize how other culture and behaviour since my roommates in my dorm college is from different state and it really enjoyed to know each others. On the other hand, 2019 kinda boring for me and I having a friends from only my neighbourhood and nothing special about it. In conclusion, myself in 2020 is becoming more better and better person from be independent, study well and enjoying my life than myself from 2019.
Alina :-) 

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