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Myself now ft. myself in 2019



    Time passes very quickly since we are now in 2021. It make people to have a lot of changes of their selves and I am the one of them. What I could see in myself from 2019 is I am more struggling to focus on my studies. This is because studying in college has opened my eyes that there is a lot of competition when I study here considering all those chosen to study here are very great and wise. I didn't mean that myself in 2019 was not struggling, but the competition were not like when I'm in college now even though I had to take SPM at that time. Other than that, I need to manage my time wisely so that I am not wasting my time to do negligent things. In contrast, myself in 2019 didn't manage my time even though I left in hostel and I did like to play around because I thought that I wanted to enjoy my school life since it was my last year in high school. Lastly, I need to change my thinking in order to think more maturely and I am sure that some of us are same like me. I must think maturely before I do something or talk about because everything I do here, the risk is on myself. Compared with myself last two years ago, I was not mature enough to think since I was just only 17 years old.
    Since this is 2021, I make changes for myself. The struggle to study, time management and mature minded are the differences of myself now from myself in 2019. I will always change my attitude to be a better person so that I would not hurt everyone and lost them. I realized that everyone have chances to change their selves, but it is depends on how they think whether it is good or otherwise.


Farhanah

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