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Not to differ but still have the same

           As time goes on, it is already year 2021 and I am 19 years old. As I'm getting older, I learnt the goods and bads that create my real personality today. Even though I'm grown and going to reach matured phase of life in just another one year, I still have my own similaties and differences with back then. By definition, Liyana is in an indirect Quranic name which delivers meaning of softness and tenderness. Basically, it really sounds cliche as it's just like I'm praising myself but actually self-love is a must-have in every single heart in this world. Similarly, I still speaks in soft and tender's tone and lack of use bad words even though sometimes, I accidently used that kind of words when my anger is out of limit. However, to be the same as 2019, I still have my high level of patience. It is because, as human, we actually don't have the limits of patience. We have to always pray to Allah to seek of high patience level in ourselves. As we know, lack of patience will cause many bad things. It is better to prevent before it happens. So there are a few similarities of my personal being that create me as well. As there are similarities, I also have my own differences too. To differ from myself in 2019, today, I'm an unknown person to others. Back then, I was living in very tiring life. Every single moment, I need to care about others' feeling but it hurts me the most. There must be question why I say that. Let me story a bit. Some people think, living in popularity is the best life ever and going to deny it. When I was in high school, I am a well-known person among students and teachers. Of course there are a few reasons why but I'm not going to story it now. It really hurts when I muchly think of others whether they like me or not. It is will be more clearer to explain that I was too afraid of having haters behind. For real, I actually made it. My friends today will never expect more from me because I'm here right now, at the right place as a person that has very low profile appearance. Today in 2021, I just want to be unknown people. I can freely go anywhere I want. People will not look forward for me. I'm happy with my differ life and myself. To conclude, there are a few similarities and contrast in myself compared to 2019. 

Nurul Liyana

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