PAST LET IT BE PAST ...

If I could turn the clock, I will turn it to 2019 where I can fix all of my mistakes. But yeah, I'm not a person who have super power to do it so just let it be my past. I've learned so much to not being too good to people who are not appreciate what I've done for them compared myself in 2019. Myself in 2019 will always feel guilty over something that I've done wrong even the trivial wrong. I will keep thinking and blaming myself about my mistake and that's make my heart restless. Contrasting myself now, I'm getting better and not that critical like myself in 2019. I'm also try not to care about the person who are not appreciate with my appearance and choose to ignore them. I have thought that if we are too care about others, we will live a life full of hypocrisy and not be happy with it because we are the one who live this life. After all ,I'm still me but some things I think I need to consider to do or not .Till now, I'm not fully care about myself and I hope someday I can totally ignore the very deep sense of guilt within myself. Thank you for reading my story😊

-Sincerely from Aini-

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