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        If I were to meet my younger self in 2019, I'm convinced that we would not be able to click right away. Some changes that I had in terms of my health, maturity and social skills made it seems like I had become a totally different person. In 2019, my health condition was not at the greatest. Physically, I was quite weak and due to the immune problems that I had, I was very dependent on medication. My mental health was also quite unstable as I felt pressured to always do well and I had couples of breakdown every week back then. Now, I believe that my physical health has gotten better as I no longer need to rely on medication daily and I am focused in having a balanced mentally and physically life
. In terms of maturity, I used to view things only from one side of the story and take actions instantly but now, I prefer to take some time and make my judgements rationally. As I grow into adulthood, my social skills has gone through some changes too. The younger me who used to be very outgoing and bright has come to a turning point where now, I chose to be a bit more reserved. Previously, I like to have a lot of friends as the saying goes, the more the merrier, But presently, I wish to keep everything in the simplest way and I prefer to have a smaller circle. All the changes that I had in my health, maturity and social skills, especially, might not help me to become a better person, but they do help me have a better understanding of myself, even in the tiniest bit.

-syazwani.

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