I can't feel myself no more

Time is like a moving train without any stop. Passing through our timeline, flipping our life pages from one another. Experiencing the changes of the environment and people around will surely effect our way of thinking and our personality. During 2019, I was more of an active and productive person. I woke up early in the morning for almost everyday concerning that I had much activities and task to complete. Besides, I was able to enjoy committing my hobby and gave half of my dedications during the extra-curriculur activities. All these experiences has made me becamd a more passionate person and having a wide visions of my future. On the other hand, the way that I saw myself is different from what I have used to be in past year. Being unable to continue my passion and having some difficulties during this pandemic, I have became a bit unsocialized person than I used to be. In the worst case, I did not have the courage to give the best in my studies anymore. There is no longer energy and spirits that keep me pursuing my life and passion during these days.

- Arman -

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It's been two years since I have finished my highschool. Many things happen during this time. Comparing and contrasting myself in 2019 and myself now based on physical, maturity and mindset will show how similar and different they are. Firstly, just like myself in 2019, in term of my physical, it is totally similar and nothing changed. Even though every years I always have a resolution to be fit and active in sport, I still barely managed to do it. The time for me to be a sports enthusiast do not come yet. Secondly, although myself in 2019 are quite matured, but I still being childish over a small things or problems that happen to me. I think those problems are too much for to handle alone. For instance, my unorganiseable time. However, now I have become more matured than myself in past. Being a matriculation student have taught me to be independent and confidence. I am not a boarding student, so I never experienced about living in a dorm with friends. I...

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