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 2019 to 2021 was very short to me. Myself in 2019 and myself in 2021 is very different. Now i will tell about myself. Both myself in 2019 and in 2021 were active in any sports games. In 2019, usually playing sports games like badminton, football and rugby while in 2021, i try to play some new sports game like frisbee and squash. Then, both myself in 2019 and in 2021 were good in cook. It is because I like to help my mother to cook something. In 2019, I can cooked a fried rice and fried noodles while in 2021, I can cooked a traditional food like rendang daging, ayam masak merah and asam pedas. Comparing and contrasting myself in 2019 and in 2021 surely show how different and how similar i am. -mir

     Myself now are better than myself when i was in 2019. As we know, the older we get, we gonna through some obstacles that going to change ourselve in many terms such as our physical appearance, ways of thinking, our maturity and more to improves ourselves and be a better person. Some goes to me, myself right now are much more better than myself when i was 17 years old even nothing much about me has changed. Firstly there is a change in my thinking. Two years ago my thought was absolutely childlike even though i was at my seventeen. Its hard for me to take something seriously even in my studies. But now i’d try to think more further about my study and my future so that my parents can be proud of me and take care of my family. Secondly, is my self reliant. When i was 17, i always relied everything on my parents even in make decisions. Compared to myself right now, iam even more independent than before because im now staying and studying in college that far from my place...

    Time passes very quickly since we are now in 2021. It make people to have a lot of changes of their selves and I am the one of them. What I could see in myself from 2019 is I am more struggling to focus on my studies. This is because studying in college has opened my eyes that there is a lot of competition when I study here considering all those chosen to study here are very great and wise. I didn't mean that myself in 2019 was not struggling, but the competition were not like when I'm in college now even though I had to take SPM at that time. Other than that, I need to manage my time wisely so that I am not wasting my time to do negligent things. In contrast, myself in 2019 didn't manage my time even though I left in hostel and I did like to play around because I thought that I wanted to enjoy my school life since it was my last year in high school. Lastly, I need to change my thinking in order to think more maturely and I am sure that some of us are same l...

           As time goes on, it is already year 2021 and I am 19 years old. As I'm getting older, I learnt the goods and bads that create my real personality today. Even though I'm grown and going to reach matured phase of life in just another one year, I still have my own similaties and differences with back then. By definition, Liyana is in an indirect Quranic name which delivers meaning of softness and tenderness. Basically, it really sounds cliche as it's just like I'm praising myself but actually self-love is a must-have in every single heart in this world. Similarly, I still speaks in soft and tender's tone and lack of use bad words even though sometimes, I accidently used that kind of words when my anger is out of limit. However, to be the same as 2019, I still have my high level of patience. It is because, as human, we actually don't have the limits of patience. We have to always pray to Allah to seek of high patience level in ourselves. As we ...

  If I could turn the clock, I will turn it to 2019 where I can fix all of my mistakes. But yeah, I'm not a person who have super power to do it so just let it be my past. I've learned so much to not being too good to people who are not appreciate what I've done for them compared myself in 2019. Myself in 2019 will always feel guilty over something that I've done wrong even the trivial wrong. I will keep thinking and blaming myself  about my mistake and that's make my heart restless. Contrasting myself now, I'm getting better and not that critical like myself in 2019. I'm also try not to care about the person who are not appreciate with my appearance and choose to ignore them. I have thought that if we are too care about others, we will live a life full of hypocrisy and not be happy with it because we are the one who live this life. After all ,I'm still me but some things I think I need to consider to do or not .Till now, I'm not fully care about mys...

   It's been two years since I finished the SPM examination and now I am a second-semester student of Johor Matriculation College. Although I have not changed much in this year since 2019, there are also quite a few differences about me in this year than in 2019. My height this year as the same as my height in 2019 and I think my growth has slowed down. Whenever I met my old friends they always said that I am still small as before and I just smiled because I've heard a lot about it. Just like in 2019, in 2021 I take the science stream as my course in studies because I want to be a Medical Laboratory Technologist. I am very interested in science since I was in primary school. In 2019, I studied at Johor, similarly this year I am still studied at Johor and not really far from my home. In 2019, I used to be an outsider student where I will go back to my home after school. However, in 2021, I live at my college's hostel where I have to go back to my room after classes and meet ...

The years 2019 to 2021 are not much different. I am still a student but different in some respects. Back to 2019,  I was a high school student and this year I was a college student where a lot of changes took place during these three years. 2019 is not a fun year for me because of the many responsibilities I have to bear as a high school student but now I feel this year is much better because there is a lot of time for me to do the things I love.In addition, every day in 2019, I will spend about 11 hours  from 6.30 am to 5.00 pm at school every day and rest is only 1 hour to eat and pray. As a Matriculation college student, I only go to class from 8am to 4pm only. The number of subjects I need to study as a high school student is much more than the number of subjects in Matriculation college.I believe all the things and challenges I go through are for my good for the future so that I am always grateful and ready for all things to come because every success requires...

  2 years left behind me, when I was form 5 in high school, it’s become a challenges for me at that time , but everything had been change when I decided to continue my study, I meant college because   it’s become more challenges for me as a student right now. I thought, I can enjoy this year with a new experience, but its just dreaming for myself. In 2019, I still have time to do what I want. In contrast, now I do not enough time to do what I want. I have to arrange all my   time properly because of more assignments also with this pandemic. I become depress to face all of this, it just like ‘curse’ .I’m still remember that, I have to study hard to success, do revision until I’m give up. However, now I have to spend overnight to finish my assignments, that is more terrible for me. But I try my best to get what I want, even thought it’s   pain. Different places have different experiences, so don’t expect   too much pleasure.   -NSA-.

              Seeing back myself in 2019 and present , I'm sure that I might change in some aspect. It could be a small or big changes especially from my way of thinking, my lifestyle and my appearance. Firstly, from the aspect of my way of thinking, back than my way of thinking was a lot more childish to be compared with now, where I think I become a bit more mature in thinking. Since I got into collage, I start to think and act more wisely where I don't really do before since I was still young. Next, similarly my lifestyle have not change that much but I start to sleep a little bit earlier than before. Back then, I slept just whenever I wanted to. Sometimes, I don't even sleep because I was too busy watching dramas till the dawn. At that time, I already finished my admission examination, so I was having the time of my life. Whereas, I sleep more earlier now, since I have to wake up for classes. Last but not least, in term of my appearance unlike...

      It's been two years since I have finished my highschool. Many things happen during this time. Comparing and contrasting myself in 2019 and myself now based on physical, maturity and mindset will show how similar and different they are. Firstly, just like myself in 2019, in term of my physical, it is totally similar and nothing changed. Even though every years I always have a resolution to be fit and active in sport, I still barely managed to do it. The time for me to be a sports enthusiast do not come yet. Secondly, although myself in 2019 are quite matured, but I still being childish over a small things or problems that happen to me. I think those problems are too much for to handle alone. For instance, my unorganiseable time. However, now I have become more matured than myself in past. Being a matriculation student have taught me to be independent and confidence. I am not a boarding student, so I never experienced about living in a dorm with friends. I...

Everyone has their own self-change. However, the changed of our life has a similarity from a years ago or a little bit differ from it. Eventhough my self now and my self 2019 are still me, they are refer in many terms. In 2019, i can even attend to class on time while my self now i can attend to class more early. Besides, i can managed my time more effectively for all my things now but in 2019 i can not managed my time such as for study and prepare to go to class in the morning. Now, i can control my short tempered successfully while in 2019 i always can not hold my own tempered. Both my self now and my self in 2019 are still friendly person and can make new friend easily. Just like my self in 2019, my self now can accept other opinion about myself without blaming others. Hence, people has self-change in many ways even in a month.

Throughout the year, I could tell difference of myself in my life, like it was yesterday. Back  in 2019, I used to be so sensitive and a crybaby when people talk harshly to me. But now, I feel myself like a mature person and take serious the things that need to be tekan seriously. This is the most emotional changes that I could see through myself. Besides that, in 2019 and now, I always make sure my works done on time as I don't really like to postpone my works because it will burden me somehow. Contrasting myself between 2019 and now, I could say that I get along with people easily. My parents would not be worried because they know I would take a good care of myself even when I am not around them. Finally, the least thing I could differ of myself back then and now is I am an independent girl now compared myself in 2019. When I was 17, my parents prepared everything for me most of the time. Now, I set my own bed, buy my own food and also wash my own clothes. It seems strange at fir...

            The leap from myself in 2019 to 2020 is the large one. I can tell from myself that I having a lot of difference in just one year. Me in 2020 is more independent, a person that study well and having a lot of fun learn new things than me in 2019. Firstly, in 2020, ive became more independent rather than in 2019 because in 2020 I used to live in the college to further my studies and I became all alone, stay far away from my families so what I do is on my own, I need to wash my clothes by myself, need to go to cafe eating if I hunger and many more. In contrast me in 2019 is in high school which I lived with my parents at home and my mom do everything to me from wash my clothes, serve me food everytime even I am not that hungry, I was treated like a princess literally. Secondly, I can said that the differ of myself from 2019 to 2020 is my learning environment. 2020 is the first year of me entering college and I will say, i love study in ...

  2019 vs 2021 It has been 2 years since I left 2019, the year full of stress, memories also the year before the disaster start (coronavirus obviously ). Compare to 2021, it just a season 2 of 2020. In 2019, I left my old friends from high school. There's a lot of changes in myself happened since that. Compare with the last 2 years, I can't believe I can overcome the problems that have been haunted me, and now I capable of handling my problems. Both years still have the same situation which I'm still busy studying but as a college student. Unlike when I'm in high school, I'm now very into science subjects compared to highschool days. Other than that, I've learned how to drive a car in the last month of 2019 and got my driving license with a second try. Since I've got my driving license, I'm very confident of driving my mom's car and I thought I'll be able to go everywhere I want in my mom's car. However, my confidence level went d...

          If I were to meet my younger self in 2019, I'm convinced that we would not be able to click right away. Some changes that I had in terms of my health, maturity and social skills made it seems like I had become a totally different person. In 2019, my health condition was not at the greatest. Physically, I was quite weak and due to the immune problems that I had, I was very dependent on medication. My mental health was also quite unstable as I felt pressured to always do well and I had couples of breakdown every week back then. Now, I believe that my physical health has gotten better as I no longer need to rely on medication daily and I am focused in having a balanced mentally and physically life . In terms of maturity, I used to view things only from one side of the story and take actions instantly but now, I prefer to take some time and make my judgements rationally. As I grow into adulthood, my social skills has gone through some changes too. The...

Wake up to reality... Nothing ever goes well as planned in the accursed world. The longer you live, the more you realize that the only things that truly exist in this reality are merely pain, s uffering and futility. Everywhere you look in this world, whenever there is light, there will always be a shadows to found as well. As long as there is a concept of victors, the vanquished will also exist. The selfish intent of wanting preserve peace, initiates war and hatred is born in order to protect love. There are nexuses causal relationships that cannot be separated. -H-

            HELLO EVERBODY!!! Welcome back with another blog with me. Its me, Alina. So today I thought I want to share something special with you guys, but first things first let me ask you something, do you guys like horror and scary things? Hahaha I know it you guys must be liking it really much cause who does not like it right?!! *even we still scared of it we still watch and listen to horror story, by the way, my inner voice dont feel like to share my horror story today but I just wanna share my favourite storyteller from horror youtuber that I always listen for to you guys,so without any further do, lets jump to it.        Firstly, my most favourite horror youtuber none other than that is KC Champion, if you guys is a horror king, I think this guy is familiar with you guys since he is a good horror storyteller from radio broadcasts and now works as full time youtuber, everytime he told a horror story, he always made me...

     Today is 1st Rejab.  I did my fasting and glad that i complete my fasting today hihihi... I trying new menu from cafe AB, nasi goreng hailam. For the first time in my life, I found nasi goreng hailam. Before this, I knew about mee hailam only. So, I am shocked to know this menu.  It very tasty and yummy, because of it different taste. I never taste a food like this before. It so different from other food, i swear. So, this menu might be my new favourite food from now.  -erin-

Hi, I'm back!!!!🐳                 So yeah, I'm going to talk about whale today. Why do I decided to talk about them today?? Firstly, a few days ago, I had to choose one endangered species and explain about it for my biology assignment. I had no idea what kind of endangered species that I want to choose. suddenly, I remembered a song that I once listen to. The title of the song is Whalien 52 by BTS. This song is about an unknown species of whale that have the highest frequency out of all whale in the world, which is 52 Hz  which are very unusual  frequency. It has been described as the world's loneliest whale. S o, I decided to write about a whale as the endangered species for my assignment.  After I decide to write about a whale, so I did some research on it and I found out that there are many species of whale. such as, Blue whale, Killer whale and Beluga whale🐋. After a very ...

i know you're doing a lof things and get tired of everything just want to let you know that, eventhough people may not see your effort, The One is watching you, He hear your problems, He hear your complaints, just like one of his 99 names, Al Sami : The All-Hearing  or The All-Hearer, He will grant your wishes , At the right time , At the best time, When you look back , You can see a beautiful storyline,  You're the main character . Keep praying and tawakkal . -Qistina :) 01:48

A kdrama that I currently watch and hype for.   A drama that is worth wasting your time.   This drama taught me a lot of things. One of my favourite lines are from seongyeom where he talked with his junior, “Do you want to forgive him? Don’t if you don’t want to, it’s your right.” This line just hit the spot because it made me realise that not everyone deserves your forgiveness no matter how small or big their mistake is. Atleast, your right is to forgive them or not because you are the only that’s hurting by their mistake. Other than that, my favourite line is from Oh Mijoo with Seongyeom that says, “We will probably never fully understand each other, right?” Songyeom replied, “Yes, we’re different after all.” Mijoo remarks, “You have your world and I have mine, but we could allign our worlds next to each other, couldn’t we? So let’s not be disappointed with each other. That’s impossible to do so let’s stick with what’s possible.” This line just shows me how important i...

🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤💔🤍💔🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤? Your heart speaks as your brain thinks. Your hand grips the blanket while wiping away the tears that continue to flow. There is no one who when you are hurt is ridiculed and hated. There are only blankets to include. Until one day you think, that all human beings will hate you. I love you. Mocking you. You feel this life is useless. Did you know, I always hold these words, when I want to smile again. "If people are busy finding your fault, that means they are not busy finding their fault." Because the person who will be busy finding fault with himself, then he will be busy 'correcting' his own mistakes and will not be busy finding fault with others. So there is no loss if we look at ourselves before seeing / judging others, because it will destroy our hearts and ourselves. darkness -syamimi alya-

                                                     I WISH I AM A TIME TRAVELLER  I wish i am a time traveller. I wish i could pass any space of time without any obstacles. The first thing I would do is to go to past times and fix on my past mistakes. It is because I regretted for not becoming the best of me back then. the second thing is I really wanted to go to the future time to see what I have become in more years to come. So, i have a clear picture of myself and do a better planning to become a better person in the future. by Amir Ikmal